Is it a new test from God?

After 3 long nights of busy getting ready for Chinese new year,baby Leo and me only got to see each other and cuddle to sleep mostly after 12am. Last night baby Leo came home, sitting on the floor and asked me "baby, how did Venky cope with her boy friend when he needed to work overseas?". Well from that question,I know there's something not so good is coming ahead.
I told him how they cope as from Venky information, it was real hard for the first month.crying crying crying...... :'(
Then baby Leo told me that he has a opportunity from his Dad, he needs to go work at Cambodia. *in my mind and heart, it felt so painful,I was holding back my tears.*
He told me that after he heard what his dad said, the first thing in his mind was Me. He was worried how would I feel, and how to tell me. I know this is a very good opportunity and it will bring us a bright future. He also said, he will be coming back once a month.
...... Once a month....... For not seeing him even for a night it's like living in a nightmare. Now only get together for once a month??.... How am I gonna live with the days with not having him around......? Slowly slowly.... I teared..... We hugged and both of us cried like a baby....
I know I must support this decision... Cause for our future! I can't imagine how will I feel when sending him to the airport.how pain will it be?
I guess I will write down all my feeling here.....