Is it a new test from God?

After 3 long nights of busy getting ready for Chinese new year,baby Leo and me only got to see each other and cuddle to sleep mostly after 12am. Last night baby Leo came home, sitting on the floor and asked me "baby, how did Venky cope with her boy friend when he needed to work overseas?". Well from that question,I know there's something not so good is coming ahead.
I told him how they cope as from Venky information, it was real hard for the first month.crying crying crying...... :'(
Then baby Leo told me that he has a opportunity from his Dad, he needs to go work at Cambodia. *in my mind and heart, it felt so painful,I was holding back my tears.*
He told me that after he heard what his dad said, the first thing in his mind was Me. He was worried how would I feel, and how to tell me. I know this is a very good opportunity and it will bring us a bright future. He also said, he will be coming back once a month.
...... Once a month....... For not seeing him even for a night it's like living in a nightmare. Now only get together for once a month??.... How am I gonna live with the days with not having him around......? Slowly slowly.... I teared..... We hugged and both of us cried like a baby....
I know I must support this decision... Cause for our future! I can't imagine how will I feel when sending him to the airport.how pain will it be?
I guess I will write down all my feeling here.....

16.3.2012 Baby Leo is Upset cause MUACKKSSS

Baby Leo skyped me : good morning. Which he doesn't missed out B or baby, this time without it. Then he called " Answer me quick without thinking, can u give me ur skype password?" .. MMMmmm ..strange...then my facebook message i had just open infront of me.. and saw the mistake i did.. hahahahah!! Stupid me again with wrong window chat... suppose send to baby gd night muackkss.. i sent to some1 else. And baby saw it in my facebook messages since he had the pass to see my facebook.No wonder baby Leo changed his facebook profile pic and cover photo.Some1 was very angry at me. xD Poor baby ~~ thinking that i was flirting. Baby, if i would want to flirt i can delete those messages n change my password or even put my single picture there.Im sorry that it made u feel insecure.But Baby ~~ Im sorry for the wrong window. I have told my friend i sent the wrong window.Seriously im bad at this, get confused when there's too many chat on. Baby Leo.. muacckss muacckkss ... sayang ya !!!I love u ~~Baby chat on msn wan me to promise u, nah ~ i promise u!

Baby made my day today

Waking up in on a 27th December morning,feeling awful.Mood was dropping,did not know what was happening.But baby knew that what was bothering me.Now he's the most understanding person (understands me).I dont feel alone.After the long working hours,feeling grumpy.Baby said lets have a short date,although i feel  very tired,but is okay.I still wana spend time with baby.Its been a awhile we haven catch a movie,a chinese movie malaysian made "smth smth Petaling Street" a comedy movie. We went to IOI Puchong for the dinner and movie..Baby then brought me to brands outlet to get 3 graphic T's. 3 for RM50, baby chose them for me.Baby wanted TGIF, but i suggested something cheaper as i did not wan him to spend so much.We went to nandos. We were laughing while eating. As usual doing the same thing. The way we laugh the way we do things. xD hahahahah~~~ he made my day ~~~ i feel showered with happiness. Baby~~ why do you treat me so perfect??  *touched* Love you baby ~~

Movie Night "IN TIME"~~

Wednesday 02/11/2011, rainy day~~~ baby made me shrooomsss~~ WOAHHHH!!!! SHROOMS! my favourite. =) hehehehe.... BUT, the shrooms were bitter.Nevermind baby, i still like them. cause you made it. Inside had EGG! EGGGGGGGSSSSSSS!!!  and another thing call salmon terrine. The salmon terrine tasted like Ham/sausage to me. But it was nice. Baby say it's a Italia appetizer. You need to have small bites and enjoy it. But i threw the whole thing in my mouth. Wahahahaha!!! =P *blek* Thanks Baby for the food. Baby LEO is my personal CHEF! my MAN!! xD

1st time blogging ~

Hahah~ baby baby leo , first time i created a blog with my love one name in it. Now, i wana write down every single moment happening in our unwritten story. So i could never ever ever forget about it. Looking forward for this never ending path. I love you baby Leo~  <3 <3